I can’t believe it, i did it
I finally looked past you
I thought you were the only person i could give my heart to ; but you weren’t
I finally found someone who sees my worth, who loves the little things about me
Someone who shows me through the little things he does that he cares, that he truly loves me
It hurt, it hurt so much to say the words ” I love you” not just because he might not have felt the same way back but because of the fear you gave me.
For months you said you loved me, but then didn’t hesitate to walk away so of course I’m scared, I’m scared to love anyone else.
Everyone seems to be leaving me, so to give my love to him takes a lot of courage from me, it’s a risk I’m willing to take
He finally gave me that feeling of satisfaction I’ve been looking for, the feeling of tranquility
I want to explore his mind and see his beliefs, i believe in everything he tells me for when we talk we get lost in thoughts; our conversations are too deep for a average person to understand.
I fell in love with his mind before I did his face, I was captured by his words that held intelligence between the lines. Later after we untwined I began to love him better than I loved you..
I can finally say thank you, if it wasn’t for your mistakes i wouldn’t be here today with my eyes wider and my beliefs stronger, now i stand beside someone who not only shares the same beliefs but who believes in me .
Even if I’m scared to love again ill be proud to roam with him for no matter how long we last, because finally i feel like i found my match.